No Ghouls Here
Happy Halloween!
I love halloween even if it feels like a Hallmark-made holiday. I love the sweets and the dressing up part. But as much as I love it, I don’t really participate in it. I almost forgot about it if someone hadn’t greeted me for knowing how much I keep talking about it. So I did not go to any crazy parties nor was I able to do that sausages and wine plan. Today was rather dull and blunt. Yet, I think slow and steady is good.
I haven’t been particularly depressed lately. My dad was right in saying that positive thinking would help me land my job in that I will be able to attract more positive energy. I cannot believe I almost (or did I?) got teary-eyed during my last interview because I was so desperate and wanted to beg them to take me in. Remember, I have rent coming up in less than fourteen days.
A little of my depression stems from my weight. I know I did not gain anything but I feel awfully fat. I know, I should blame it on hormones as the crimson wave’s nearing, still I think I should do something about it. However, from experience, the more I fret about it, the less progress happens. Besides, I should start getting enough sleep and eating in right intervals so that my endocrine system will get some stability.
Anyway, here’s my shameful food list for today:
2:30pm – chicken/pork broth soup with macaroni, shredded chicken and leafy vegetable (I forgot the name)
4:45pm – coffee and donut
7:30pm – chicken yakitori, rice, coleslaw, and watermelon juice
8:30pm – yogurt with raspberry and strawberry
9:45pm – almond milk and Maple Pecan Crunch cereal
1:00am – Great Grains Crunchy Pecans cereal with low fat, hi-calcium milk
