A Certain Game of Chance

Last Sunday’s bout of QLC (quarter life crisis) caught me off guard and I’ve been out of sorts the entire week since then.  What I discovered, however, was how many people reached out to me during those moments.  From their comments on the post to little goodies left at my desk, I realized how lucky I am to have people who care enough to tell me that I am not alone on this one.

For a week I was uninspired. I didn’t even have it in me to write – not even a blog post nor an email.  Even my usual enthusiasm for exercise was curbed.  I just felt like a complete piece of crap and I know it’s going to take more than just wallowing to get me out of it.

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I’ll Be Here Awhile by 311

But I’m back.  I think I’ve bounced from that dreary place called self-pity and am proactively trying to be happy.

I know I once said that ‘happiness is a warm gun’ (culled from John Lennon’s brilliant mind, no less) and was quite surprised that this time around, I wasn’t even thinking of that.  I usually become very emotional during these phases but I’ve got a good support system installed now and couldn’t be happier to have them backing me up every step of the way.

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“Only after disaster can we be resurrected”

We all know how much Fight Club is a big part of my life.  Seriously, whenever I feel like crap, watching the movie puts me back into perspective.  That doesn’t mean I’m about to start a fight club of my own (although sometimes I wish I could) but in celebration of Fight Club’s 10th Year Anniversary, you may want to check this out.