One and Only
The brooding silence of 1,510 miles.
Archived entries for Love
On Hindsight
It’s funny how quickly emotions change. One minute I was head over heels with someone, the next minute I couldn’t care less. For a moment there I thought that I’d come crawling back when signs of affection are shown but I’ve had a few encounters of it lately and, to be honest, I’m really over it.
The lesson to be learned here is, that I shouldn’t get my emotions too involved with anyone. I’m kind of at that point where I’ve started to rebuild that wall around me, the same wall that I had easily broken down for someone. You could say I’ll be more cautious, yes. But it could also mean that my approach to these kinds of things would be a little bit more pragmatic. Perhaps, even too hard-nosed.
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Riddle me this, riddle me that: A kiss is a kiss is a kiss
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Let’s Go by The Shoes
Walk Away
Feeling strangely subdued today. You know that harrowing feeling of being tossed around and set aside all at the same time? That’s me and it’s sickening because I feel foolish and vulnerable; probably the two adjectives you do not want to be used in the same sentence but hey, that’s exactly what I am right now.
I am also trying to control myself from blowing up and getting all dramatic about it. If I want an exit, I’ll do it quietly but that’s not to say I’ll do it slowly. I do not want to ease out of it since I didn’t ease into this whole thing to begin with anyway. Yep, that’s the all-or-nothing side of me that speaks.
They say patience is a virtue. I agree, but too much patience can make you feel vapid and lethargic, and I am nearing that stage of jadedness.
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Shake Your Head by Eraserheads
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Andalusian Dog by Eraserheads
P.S.
I am truly what Myers-Briggs say that I am: “INFJ’s may ‘silently withdraw as a way of setting limits,’ rather than expressing their wounded feelings—a behavior that may leave others confused and upset.”
